Someone like you-Adele

We were born and raised
In summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue
Uninvited, but I couldn't stay away
I couldn't fight it I'd hoped 
you'd see my face
And that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over, yeah

You never begin to comprehend the losses of life until you've lived enough to need those things back.

Is it fair to say, that no strings hold me back to this place? Is it fair to say, I've got nothing,truly nothing that will take me back there? Probably the comfort of routine and knowing everybody, but that is also what encourages me even more to get away from there. It's a chapter of my life I have already closed, and I'm not willing to look back. Maybe, next year when my doubts begin to invade my mind, I will. I will open that book and smile, because deep inside I know there are so much memories I'm leaving behind. I know, that place, as much as I hate it is what build my personality, even if I don't like it either, that place is my home. I don't fear the near future, I fear mostly growing up, but even worst, I fear that in a future I will regret having said all these things because I will eventually miss the space it had in my heart. 

Vos, lee

Si te perdés en las memorias de un pasado que ya cicatrizó, entonces solo al vacío vas a llegar, para darte cuenta que ese pasado no significó tanto como crees y todo fue un simple traspiés que dolió tanto solo porque el o la que te trataba de levantarte estaba tan o más abatido que vos. 

I can't stop loving you with half of my heart

I'm so sorry, I thought you'd fit perfectly in my fairytale.
Guess my heart don't want, what my head needs most.
Guess my head doesn't need what my heart wants most.
But I can't do nothing, not even love you more.
But I can't do nothing, not even leave you cause I'll crawl.

How can I ever be beautiful if I never believed in standards of beauty?

Nunca voy a ser como los demás quieren, nisiquiera como yo quiero. Entonces, qué mierda hago? Me siento incómoda conmigo misma en todo sentido, juro que trato con toda de evadirlo y pensar como mis ideales dicen...o decían nosé pero odio ser como soy, odio mi cuerpo y mi cara, odio mi persona. Soy una fucking decepción. MIERDA

Tip: The A Team by Ed Sheeran 

It's hard enough on all of us.

Yου Ɩеt mе іחtο уουr life οח a whim
Aחԁ tһеrе wаѕ magic аחԁ fire іח tһе night
Iח loving I wаѕ јυѕt a ƖіttƖе boy
I mаԁе mistakes tһаt caused уου ѕο much pain
AƖƖ I know іѕ tһаt I’m older now

Sοmе people tһіחk tһаt іt’s best tο refrain frοm tһе conventions οf οƖԁ-fashioned Ɩονе
Tһеіr hearts аrе filled wіtһ holes аחԁ emptiness
Tһеу tеƖƖ themselves tһаt tһеу′re tοο young tο settle down
Girl I promise уου I’m older now

Aחԁ tһіѕ һаѕ bееח hard enough οח уου
I know іt’s bееח hard enough οח mе
Bееח telling myself tһаt I саח roll wіtһ tһе changes

Everyone needs riot

"Los zorros del desierto de Sechura aúllan como demonios cuando llega la noche, ¿sabés por qué?: para quebrar el silencio que los aterroriza"...Él tenía ganas de gritar para que la vida brotara en ese cuarto, donde todo parecía muerto.-
Mario Vargas Llosa, La ciudad y los perros

Es verdad, el silencio no es más que silencio, y aún así te desmorona, te aniquila, tuerce tus heridas más oscuras, las más escondidas; deja que te carcoman en el interior, que se multipliquen en todo tu cuerpo y ataquen a cada parte de él hasta que no tengas salida, hasta que tu rostro te acuse de cobarde y tus acciones de inútil. El silencio nos quiebra porque el silencio no es más que la verdad, porque vamos...Todos sabemos que nadie tiene una pista de qué hacemos acá, y llenamos el espacio de relleno insignificante para contener el miedo que nos apabulla. Yo tengo miedo de perderte por completo, por eso lleno mi presente con recuerdos del pasado, para dibujar una ilusión que más remedio no tiene, más remedio no tenemos. Lleno mi presente de guirnaldas que nunca existieron entre nosotros y me aprovecho a más no poder de esta arma de doble filo que nos une, para encontrarte entre los que vomitan sangre noche y día, entre los que vomitan sus emociones porque no las pueden contener en su interior sin que lo destruyan. Y bueno, la vida tiene un tinte bastante paródico si nos ponemos a pensar, pero nadie quiere pensar, nadie quiere escuchar que estamos solos asique sigamos haciendo ruido.

People who makes us happy are never the ones you expect, so when you find someone, you've got to cherish it.

Blackbird

Blackbird singing in the dead of night.

 Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

I'm scared of where it may lead
There's a part of me that never wants to leave
It's the fear of knowing you're gone, but your footprint is still set on the stone
On the Wall of Fame, or the Wall of Shame
And still I want to let go
I watch you walk the hallways day by day
Your beauty never goes away
I see you all grown, enjoying the easy paths with some bumps put aside
I see you live, I see you do what I never did
And I realize I'm never gonna be a part of that whole
Sometimes I wish it was someone else watching,
but it's been this way all my life.
I've been on the rise but never with a true smile
Just hiding the angst that I've made on my own
Shuttering the resentment I have for you all
I know it's not you that bother me, I know it's myself
and I want to break free
But not one of these days have I walked the same way, than all you did
I feel I was born backwards, and that's why I'll never fit in.
I know you stare at me sometimes, I see you behind this mask,
It's like this look of pity, as if you praying for me,
Mercy, mercy, please Lord be merciful to her
I know you see me feel alone
I try to act but it just shows, at least to you
But there's nothing I can do
Not until I get to leave this room
I just want to leave. I really do want to leave.
Hoping there's a space for me outside this fields.